I Need My Help

"Hey, please help me with this. It will take some time, I hope it won't bother you."

"I want to, but I'm in the middle of my own business. Sorry."

"It's okay, take your time."

Are you sure you really need to say you're on your own business? They need your help. Doesn't matter they say it explicitly or implicitly, they need your help. Maybe an important and urgent one. And you just gonna toss away? I know you feel guilty and selfish now, right? You can do your own later.

Think about it, you will definitely feel sorry and angry to yourself later for 'wasting' your time in this other people's business when yours are abandoned, like, for ever? When are you gonna think about yourself? When you are apart from anyone else? You will never. They are not even forcing you to spare your time for them. This is the chance to take care of yourself. The world doesn't go around everyone that is except you. Let go. Accomplish your goals.

As I feel the going away of people that need my help with guilt, I try to accept that I am setting a highway for myself. I need to use my time and my highway to check, check, check, everything on my checklist. I can do it.

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